ok so talked to chris today on the phone---- for like 2 seconds...... he doesnt really wanna talk to me i get the feeling (who could blame him)..... i miss seeing him though, but i dont want him to feel the pain he does everytime he sees me.....so i am trying to give him the time to come to me when he is ready....... its not my place to feel sad ( Read more... )

Its my birthday..... lol... but i am kinda sad..... chris is depressed.. who could blame him.. i am a jerk..... ive missed work 2 weeks straight and i still cant see outta my right eye.... wow should be a winner.... wish me luck... or spit on me if you know what i did to chris.. i'll defenitly deserve it ( Read more... )

I had another mass removed, this one from my arm... on top of that i got pink eye... from where? who knows ( Read more... )

"oh, very good, very good, Lord Twimmal said dictractadly with a wave of his fat hand when he finaly noticed them ( Read more... )

when life hands you lemons.... buy some salt and tequilla and get drunk... and then throw your lemons at the people who handed em to ya

smile people, its a new fuckin day.... and all your dreams are waiting

life isnt about whats here or there, its about whats right in front of you at all time waiting to be dealt with..... its about choosing a direction now and the consequences.... every thing that ever happens to you depends on the decision you make right now in the present ( Read more... )

so last night we had drunk girls running down the road.... one of my best friends punched me and kicked a door closed on my face when i was trying to help her up scratching my face and partialy blackening one eye.... people having sex in all kinds of bedrooms... i was up until 6am and had to be at work at 7 just wondering if the cops were coming ( Read more... )

work is a funny thing its slow and boring and yet i find myself enjoying it.... i am about to do sit ups my chest hurts so freaking bad from yesterday...... but off i go and then to bed ( Read more... )

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happy today... last night was stressful..... clubbing was stressful..... missed going to knox which sucked.... oh well maybe another weekend?? hope this finds y'all well.... i gotta get something to eat.. i think i am gonna start a new harder workout in the morning... i am gonna put on some hard as muscle if it kills me, my bench went up though ( Read more... )