Since I havent updated in awhile I figured now is as good of a time as any ( Read more... )

I feel frustrated again and I've finally realized why. Since Drew I haven't thought seriously about anyone. So for the past two years (wow thats sad), I have basically been with guys that I could never been serious about. I didn't want to feel that pain that I felt again. I was so much in love with him and sometimes I'm not sure if I will ever stop ( Read more... )

Today Niki and I went to Los Indios and had Margaritas. Then we walked from charlestown rd to IUS. It was fun. We bought a bottle of pucker and drank a drink in every classroom we ever had. well almost every room. we ended with the newsroom. It was a blast. Thanks so much Niki and goodbye IUS.

18 more days :(

Weekend was pretty fun actually. Thursday I went out as usual and watched a good movie called May. Friday I wasn't feeling well and it was rainy and dreary so I stayed in bed and may have coughed up one of my lung. If I didn't friday night I did at some point over the weekend. I hate allergies and know they will not get better as summer gets closer ( Read more... )

I went to bed at 2:00 am and couldnt sleep as always. The the storm woke me up. I hate storms they scare me. So I turned the tv on to see if there were any storm related warnings and such and dozed off. I woke a few moments later and the electricity had gone out. SO not only did I have to sit frightened by the storm I had to in the dark. Both ( Read more... )

I've decided today that I'm glad he's being an insensitive bastard. It made me realize again how immature he is and this is why Ive never acted on my feelings and why I never will.

I am just really angry right now. Well, angry is not the right word. More like frustrated and confused, both emotions make me angry though. I'm wierd like that I guess. If you see me cry, its generally because I'm angry and frustrated not because I'm sad. I did something dumb last week. Something I can't take back and I wish I could. I wish it hadn ( Read more... )

again and again. I told myself after Drew I never wanted to feel like this again. I had a glimpse of something last night that suprised me. Suprised me because it felt so comfortable and right. Suprised me because while I knew I liked this person, I never thought it would feel right. Yet, it did...weird.

I really don't understand people sometimes. It really makes me angry how little time people spend getting to know others. For instance, knowing someone is not right for you after one date when the person is a nervous chatterbox and bored because they picked something quite dumb to do or a few instances of hanging out when the person isnt really ( Read more... )