SO yea any fucking ways! I went and stayed at Trents with Onyx the night befor last. His kids were there too. THey got along. pretty well. I mean I must say I feel like an ass when his kids are there though. Nothing on them what so ever but damn Onyx is like a damn heathean compaired to them. She dotn listen wont sit in her car seat just always ( Read more... )

My damn sinuses are really kicking my ass! Its aggervating as hell. One second I can breath the next I cant. Then my nose starts running like I'm some sort of garbage pail kid. The only thing in the house to take is NyQuil or some other weird stuff. Guess Im going to be suffering through the night ( Read more... )

the BIGGEST sucker/dumbass around. If you agree with me I couldnt even blame you. In so many damn ways I am WAY too nice for my own good. I do and do and do and do and do and do for EVERYONE just about and these mother fuckers cant do not 1 damn thing for me in return. Im not asking for a loan you cant afford to give. I'm not asking for your life ( Read more... )

Sheesh... Things been stressfull and depressing since I last updated. Which wasnt too long ago. Well Cassie started her shit. Onyx and Aaron are outside playing and Onyx goes by the road. So instead of telling her to get away or handeling it. She starts yelling for me at the top of her lungs like its a damn screaming contest. Talking about come get ( Read more... )

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Go to sleep early and STILL I am tired grrr. Whats it take to not be tired for just one damn day? Didnt do too much shit yesterday. Just grocery shopping for my mom. Picked her house up a little. Went back to Cassie's cleaned cooked and waited for her to arrive home. We then went shopping our selves. Here I'm thinking we spent like $200.00 and we ( Read more... )

I guess the Wilers arent as bad as I thought they were going to be. Well I still wouldnt live there. Its actually a bit quiet..besides the neighbors have their obnoxious moments with the radio. Im tired as hell I just walked form the damn Wilers all the way to my damn house YO thats a LONG ass walk. Hopefully after I take my mom grocery shopping ( Read more... )

A night I actually have something I HAVE to stay up for Im tired early and an bearly hold my damn eyes open. Go figure. I'm sitting here waiting on Trent to get home and send me some shit so I can fix some shit. And shit Im about to fall esleep and shit.SHIT SHIT SHIT of all times why do I have to be tired now ( Read more... )

I tried to update my damn journal yesterday evening I never really got around to doing the shit. Id start doing it and end up x-ing it off or the puter would just shut down. So yea anyways got a bit accomplished yesterday. Went to get medical so I can start making some well needed doc visits. Anyways My room is now fully together accept the curtins ( Read more... )

Why do people constantly drag mr in their drama? Dont people see I have enough problems of my own? Its one thing right after another. Between my sister her ex-fuck buddy and my kids father Yo I cant tell who is worse. Its just too much so as of this moment EVERYONE but Trent & Annette are on ignore. Those are the only damn people who dont drag me ( Read more... )