When will I ever wake up and realize not EVERYONE is out to hurt me?
When will I stop hurting innocent people who are just trying to be my friend or give me the attention I deserve?
When will everything go back to normal?
SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!!

Leo ( Read more... )

People can be so fucking anal I swear to god. This is how shit went.. I rode with my mom to go get some retarted game in which this rental place owed her cause it was left in a playstation they were replacing due to damages coverd by insurance. So we get there and she starts talking shit to the 1st person in sight. Not the person she should be ( Read more... )

I am dumber than a box of fucking rocks? I mean hello do I have DUMBASS written all over me or what. If so please show me wear cause I cant seem to find it. For all you asses out there getting over on me now yours will be coming in return in all due time. You all know who you are. So I dont have to nama no names poitn no fingers nor elbows. Annette ( Read more... )

to write some long drawn out bullshit but fuck no better way to say your fucking pissed but to say it!!1 IM FUCKING PISSED LEAVE IT AT THAT FUCK THE WORLD!

Ok here is lastnight/todays update. Trent stayed lastnight. He wasnt to hapy with me after beign ther ea little bit. NOTE to self NEVER take 3 zanexs(?) and try to have sex it dosnet work out so well. So yea he wasnt to happy with the effort I put in. It was still great though. This morning I was still feeling relaxed and really sleepy. But I had ( Read more... )

I'm tired wished I could have stayed in bed under a nice warm cover cuddled up with a special somone. However I know my last update sure had people wondering what the fuck is wrong with C.J. now I'm sure. I was worried about what people would think and what comments I would find in my journal. Then I stopped to think who cares what people think ( Read more... )

One thing after another with one person or another. between hear say and people doing hurtful thing sI swear it'll all be the death of me. Im so stressed and confused. I thougth I was making a right move again. Grrr I dont know how to write this without pointng anyfingers and making somoone look bad or w/e so ill just stop here point is TRUST NOONE

Yo yesterday was so fucking bad! My sister just gets involved with so many damn lame guys. Shes always putting them before her responsabilities and priorities. Its bullshit. This bitch gonna tell me she cant watch Onyx for 2 hours maybe.Just so I can go help Trent with a few school papers. But I sure HAD no choice but to watch Aaron while she hops ( Read more... )

I waited around for so long for Trent to call yesterday. After everything that was said the night before Im under the assumption that he WONT be calling me no more. Finally around 3pm I called his phone guess hes gotten it shut off cause it didnt even ring. Just went straight to the voicemail. I left a small msg. Surprisingly he called me around ( Read more... )