i love adderol, and i love marijuana, and i love them together.

Watching the spurs game...

stephs outta town...

not much going on...

current music: loving kelly clarkson's new album, it leaked on the internet so I downloaded it a month early :) yayus! & of course jason's new cd and britney's.

You just never know what you're going to turn out like, or who you will be kissing tomorrow. Seriously.

idk

the last time I laid my eyes upon you ( Read more... )

and I wonder what your doing on this cold december night
hoping you will call me and tell me it'll be alright

My whole outlook on life has completely changed in the last month. I'm finally content with things. I'm finally okay with where I'm at. I'm not worrying barely at all anymore. I'm kind of numb right now. I think I just reached a point in life that I realize all the sadness and loneliness is only going to drain days away from my life. Am I the kind ( Read more... )

Dear Lara,
Here is your horoscope
for Sunday, November 16:

You've got to let go of some old baggage or maybe a grudge that's not doing anyone any good. It's one of those days when you need to force yourself to do what you know is right for you.

this may be me just being angry but w/e i think its stupid ( Read more... )

This is supposed to get easier.. so why isn't it? I wanna go home.

I need to...

Put a guard up
be less available

Yep.

Isn't it funny how life repeats itself? I think it is fantastic that here i am, yet again, 2 years down the road in the same situation! I love not being wanted when I am around.

I was studying with Alex tonight and we just kind of got on the topic of relationships and we came to the conclusion that it's stupid when people say they are not in a position to be in a relationship. I mean yes, there are some very few cases when that is true to the max, BUT who really meets someone really important/special when they are ( Read more... )