i miss tony so much.
there's no one in this world i'd rather be with and the feelings that he gives me are so impacting and beautiful that just seeing his face; even just thinking about him is a reminder that i love him endlessly. no one and nothing can ever change that.

awwwwwwwwwww i love being mushy :)
im finished with my physics project.

collins hill is just a really bad joke and it seems like everyone is laughing about it just so other people dont think their stupid.
i'm starting to read more and im writing in cursive now just like most girls did in te 70's and 80's. it's the bubbly kind of cursive, though. not the kind you cant really read.
i really love math<3
...im so weird.

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i wish i could write well.
im gonna try harder.
from now on, entries in this stupid thing will have structure and lots of cool discriptive words.
love,
melissa

::toast::

this is a dumb idea, but i think im going to start keeping a real journal. screw dumb livejournal. i wont write in it every day about dumb things like what i ate for lunch or how this huge zit on my chin wont go away. no no. it will be a journal for feelings, and very deep thoughts. i find myself caught up in a lot of those lately, and what better ( Read more... )

i guess it's kinda nice having a computer again, but i was perfectly fine without it. (it was very reassuring to tell myself that because of how relient i used to be on it in the past) i need to learn how to spell. 4 days into the new year and tomorrow we go back to the school. im not looking forward to it. usually after being out of school for a ( Read more... )

is this too much to ask?
lately, i find myself asking that question far too many times.
insecurity overwhelms me and leaves me with regret and sorrow. i know but i have to hear it being said to me constantly. i find secureness and complete happiness in only one person. as doubt sifts it's way through the paths of my complex mind, only one person ( Read more... )

yay for the library! i should totally be studying but im not. mmmm creepy girl standing right behind me.
school is not going so good. i didnt even go today for various reasons. i really want my grades to go up but im not really doing anything about it.
i finally work tomorrow. maybe after this week i'll work more often now that the holidays are ( Read more... )

mmm it's been a little while ( Read more... )

there's a lot; high and low.
mostly high, but i'm making the lows lower because thats just what i end up doing.
gay.