so its 4 22. im excited. ill get atleast 2 hours maybe 3 to sleep tonight. its a revolution. giant robots and godzilla and everything. even cake.

ABANDON THE BLOODY FUCKING SHIP. MAYDAY. fuckles i say. toodadoodly fuckles.

fuck it. i give. sleep now.

had to have someone repeatedly punch me in the face as hard as they could. numb numb. a prosthetic body. failing one at that. whered i leave the real one?

my brain is entirely icky at the moment. my my. i really dont know what im doing at any one time. i know right now i hav e 15 more drawings to fill todays quota. ppl are few and far between thus far. empty empty i am. many and much missed. boiling water hurts. alot. so do mistakes. so many of them. im sure i get rollover from one month to the next ( Read more... )

things gettin into my brain. i need em out. too fuckin angry all the time. need to let go.

blah. i forget where i left my brain. in fact both my pockets arent as full as they ought to be. stuff is missing, bugger me if i know what is gone tho. would sure like to find it all ( Read more... )

i dont know.

today. was fun. had quite a few moments. and those moments i will try to remember. but things fell apart from there on. like some switch had been turned. im sorry. i really am ( Read more... )

wonder if things balance. if things do matter. maybe silently whispering in my brain gets out now and again. maybe it doesnt. i cant see, never could. not blessed with sight. maybe hearing. listening. wait and listen. sleep.