tomorrow i'm going to cedar point with alex

sawweeeet

except for the fact that i never feel happy anymore, and i'm having problems with two of my friends.. and i'm not mentioning it to them which is against what i normally do.

awesome. and i'm mad at alex.

saweeeeeet

so yesterday was by far the worst day of my entire life. I've never felt so terrible. and i've been thinking, and i know why this happened again. Everything that's been bothering me that i haven't talked about with anyone has just grown and grown and now here i am ( Read more... )

yesterday i missed school and went to cedar point with laureeen. it was amazing. i dont feel like writinga bout it right now because i'm in one of the worst moods ever ( Read more... )

I miss lauren. I dont think i realized that until today.

i wonder if its too far gone to fix things up =/

in other news, i have no other news

today was interesting ( Read more... )

i think i need to talk to someone. there aren't really too many people i feel like i can talk to these days.

Today i got up at 8 30. And i went to bed at 4 30 yesterday. Who needs sleep? not me apparently. I watched tv and laid around and did nothing until my family came over for mother's day (mother's day is a hard day for me: mother apreciation day is hard when you dont like your mom ( Read more... )

something is wrong. something is different. and i dont know what i can do about it. i'm the worst person when it comes to friendships. i can't keep a friendship for very long. just look at my friendships right now: they're all new friends. except alex, but that one doens't seem to have a bright future (long story, i wrote about it in another live ( Read more... )

welcome back matt
i've been using a different live journal user name these past few months, and now i'm back to this one

tonight i went to roxanne's house and tried to get her dog to lose weight
i didnt go to school because my dad said i didn't have to

that's all for now.. bitch

so today i got to school, and everyone was talking about this walk out thing that everyone was gonna do at 10.. so after the ogts everyone is just standing in the halls because no one knows what to do, and some people went to their class, and some left ( Read more... )