today was my day of commemoration of Hayley ( Read more... )

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you know those songs that come along once and awhile that really make you think about shit. right now its all good things. i swear ive listened to it like 50 times in a row. it just makes me think about stuff. everything. wierd.

-tear- my friends all lefted me tonight. now i have nothing to do. nobody called me. im going to go call christie about doing something tomorrow hopefully. goodbye cruel world.

uuugh. my moms being a bitch again. she says i dont do anything to help her. that she asked me to clean my room. i did! wtf. i want to go out tonight but she said no because iwas out last night. who fucking cares.

twas a good new year. i went to nellies/chelsea partay at nellies house. 6 people were from newtown.. sammy,nellie,chelsea, ben, weiner and me. then they invited thier brookfield friends who were real cool. um.. jimmy who i knew already, steve, paul, philippe, matt um i think thats all. Malinda was thurr visiting. shes neato. anywho. i got there ( Read more... )

last night was a really good night, and id like to talk about what my problem was.but first i will talk about the show. nellies dad drove us there and when we got to webster i found amanda. amanda you are the greatest heh. anyways. there were still underground people playing so i wanted to go get a red chester shirt. so kristen and i went out there ( Read more... )

ive decided i hate some of my friends. im not naming names. but you probably know who you are if you read this.

my moms being the biggest bitch . i hate it. i hate my family. please adopt me.

after a long day of calling people.. yelling crying .. i finally got everything worked out. tomorrow better be awsome or i will die. me chelsea nellie and kristen are going to the catch 22 show at webster. its an all day kick ass event. woop. then theyare all spending the night. and yeah. im so sick of people making promises and breaking them. it ( Read more... )