So I'm tired of hearing how great pix is doing because the pattern is to soon be hearing how fucked up she is. I hope she's doing better, I'm glad she wants to change things in her life, we all should have that attitude, ironically however, she's so pride driven and proud of herself, yet she still feels the need to freak out when I invite her ( Read more... )

Well, today's been another good day. I like that life usually levels itself off, I had a horrible week last week and a great week this week. I know that normally the leveling off doesn't happen as quick as it did this time, but I'm still totally happy. I think it's great how different people can help you realize you like or enjoy something that ( Read more... )

So it's funny to hear or read something and not really know the truth. They can swear to you what they say is the truth, but after lie upon lie it really becomes hard to know what their truth really is. You try to help them and tell them but they fight you and get upset and remain stubborn. Then you read things that are the exact oppossite of ( Read more... )

So here we are at the start of another year.  2005.  Wow ( Read more... )

I think I had a post many moons ago about my pet peeves, but I don't remember. Anyway, today I realzied something else that bothers me, and that is being in the car, room, or just with someone almost anywhere and the other person is constantly on the phone. It's not as bad in a store persay because then you can look at stuff, but in the car? ( Read more... )

You", "Sixteen Candles" and the list goes on and on, but what are my other guilty pleasures?  If I'm up early enough I LOVE to watch Saturday morning cartoons, especially the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles.  I have a cartoon thing similar to the teen romance/school movie thing, but it's a smaller section - Ninja Turtles, G.I. JOE, Transformers, and ( Read more... )

So I was pretty sure that Bethany liked me a lot more than it turns out she does. Sad times for me, but I can deal with that, what sucks is that now she thinks I'm nutz and asked me to not talk to her anymore. I didn't realize she didn't like me as much as I thought she did, that's why I was so crazy and upset. I want to be her friend, I really ( Read more... )

I just wanted to reitterate this morning that I feel like crap.

so yea, Bethany either likes me too much, or not enough, but I can't get it out of her, but she doesn't want to see me anymore....maybe for group activities (which is seldom or never). we talked for 2 hours last night, mostly me trying to understand what's going on. I'm a mess, I'm an emotional sap and a big baby, my eyes hurt from tears and now ( Read more... )

So I went in to work last night at 11:30pm, well I started at 11:30pm but whatever, and I wound up staying later to help out and wound up staying until almost 8:30am.  I got home, played some FIFA, showered and then slept for about 3 hours, and that was really all I've done today.  I'm pretty tired, but not exhausted, I just didn't feel like doing ( Read more... )