i never thought i'd be happy ever again.

but here i am.

2009, with open arms.

(now's your turn.)

i see the eye in that tunnel of wind and i imagine all the possibilities the would come crashing into my body at lightning speeds. i imagine my mind, my body, my soul on spin in the machine ( Read more... )

our conversations

And all our sins
Come back to haunt us in the end
To hang around and tap us on the shoulder
And smile silent
It's all implied
You'll die trying to live this down
You might as well forget it
Still I'm convinced
Wondering what if is the worst thing there is

So we bottled and shelved
all our regrets
Let them ferment and came back to our senses
Drove back home 
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hands up if you've been swamped with photo albums/photos titled 'happier times'... or shit along those lines.

we've all been dying since the day we were born.

i publicificated (ha.) a fuck load of previously-private entries from 2007 for my own (and anyone else's) weeping pleasure.

knock yoursleves out.

i am the mistake ( Read more... )

it's been a busy month ( Read more... )

so here i am ( Read more... )

Love ( Read more... )