today i feel sad to think about the world's problem.i see the world has huge problems than i have.then i see to be not self-centris.to not think about my assignments,problems,or girls.yeah,the world has more important problems than ours.from hunger,air pollution,until wars.i believe as a nature,human will soil and ruin this world.to do anything for ( Read more... )

I have thought about blogging for a while. However, after the crazy week I've had so far; I just knew I had to start [TODAY]. I want to blog for me, although; I hope that I am able to reach people through my thoughts and experiences. I wear so many hats in my life that I know somebody, somewhere, will be able to relate to me on one day or another ( Read more... )

Today I realized I'm in love.
After eight months, it keeps sneaking up on me and surprising me and I can't stop smiling like an idiot.

I'm ashamed of who I am. I've always taken so much pride in being me and embracing my identity and making others see how it's ok to be yourself but , when I think about it I hide more from the public eye than I thought I did. I'm not really happy with where I am in my career, I realize I care a lot about others opinions when it comes to certain ( Read more... )

This was like one of the first comms i Joined back in 2007. I Just realized this when i went to go look for it.

Also the only time my mom hears me cry is when i'm reading especially terrible les mis fan fics. It's much easier to explain my feelings over les mis then what's actually wrong with me.

I never talk about my feelings..

I guess it's because they'r irrelevant. No matter what anyone says, they don't really care to listen or truly care about what you're saying so I just keep them in. People who try to get me to talk all say that if I keep holding them all in I'm going to explode.

The truth is, I'm fine. Truth is, it's better this way ( Read more... )

that the closer someone is to me the harder it is to forgive them if they let me down.

Today I realized that certain people are simply meant to be a part of my life. It doesn't matter how long it takes to get back in touch or how strange the circumstances are surrounding that. It's great to see a normal interaction of exes after months of being exposed to obsessive, deluded behavior from someone spazzing over her ex ( Read more... )

Today I realised that for half an hour this evening I was thinking about something other than coursework and uni. That's not happened in a while.

that it's only three weeks until I don't live here anymore.