No matter how exciting change is, I still don't want to leave.

I'm afraid of being forgotten.

Sometimes death feels like an easier option, to escape from all and any human interactions. No one ever appreciates what you do for them. But they precisely remember your faults from the past. They carve them into their memory, to remind you what a terrible person you are. The carved scars are never left behind. What’s the point in life, when every ( Read more... )

Today I realized that even if someone appears to be intelligent, funny, charming, kind, etc.. they can still be a shallow, immature, douche.

I also realized that getting new members for shareyoursound will be harder than I'd anticipated.

As for this lj spoiler tag, it's [Spoiler (click to open)]pretty freakin' cool.

Today I realised that there are only four days of the first year of my degree left. Although over a month until I need to submit coursework.

Today I realized that I should be a member of this community, so I joined.

I also realized that it wasn't fair to get so huffy with Alec last night. He's a great guy and needs patience/understanding at this time. I want him to know he can always get those things from me.

Today I realized that perhaps everyone is not meant to find love. Some are meant to be alone. And I am most likely one of them.

Today I realised, that without realising it at the time, I moved out eighteen months ago but despite this the fact that my parents are house hunting is still weird. Then again I guess I always knew that we'd never live here forever. I had to move out sometime ( Read more... )

The hardest thing about being in love with your best friend, even more heartbreaking than watching them be in love with someone else, is being with her and her boyfriend when they buy a pregnancy test, after they have been dating for only three weeks, and hearing him say that he said no the first time.
Fuck my life...

Today I realised that if someone is going to be stupid enough to purposely break the glass to set the fire alarm off, I'd rather they did it during the day and not at 1am in the freezing cold.

Today I realised...

that I've missed my flatmate's noise and craziness. However it's not so much fun at three in the morning.

that I still miss being in Latvia, my life there and my friends.