well today i finaly got sentenced i have to go to jail for a few weeks and that bull shit for a fight when i was incopasitated.i had been with a few friends and we say some kids that were from a nother town and we just kicked ther ass at basketball. so we were bragging. and we started a nice size fight about 5 or 10 people on each side. go a few ( Read more... )

people need to die and leave me alone. why not every one forgot about me any ways. its not like i was important i was just a nother pawn in the game of life. ok people can stay alive but i wont i am joining the military and hopefuly get shot to shit and die over seas ( Read more... )

well its a nothor lonely x-mas again. this is such bull shit. my parents get to go on a cruse and i have to stay home alone. o well. rack up a nothor useless x-mas......any ways i have noticed that i need to change my self a lot. i looked in the mirror the other day and thought to my self. what the hell am i here for? i have no special qualities or ( Read more... )

i will post what i work every week ok so every one who wants to call me can. this week i am working monday 6pm to 10:30pm, tuesday 6pm to 10:30pm thursday 6pm to 10:30pm, then saturday 7am to 3pm. thats all i am working this week and this weekend. ok so i have wednesday and thursday and sunday off ok and saturday i will be home by 5pm. all the ( Read more... )

well i am sorry to every one that called to day and didnt get me i was called in to work. well my court thing ok i got a year of probation and a $200 fine so that means i will be able to be up there when i am 18 so every one can relax ok. i am so tired so i am sorry that this is so short and if your going to call me call me wensday ok i dont have ( Read more... )

well this is so tireing to try to stay up to write in this. well i have been working my ass off and my tattoo looks great its so kick ass. any one who wants a school pic of me better answer to this and leave me your address so i can mail it to you. and if i send you one i am getting one of who ever wants one of me. ok i am working at 4 places now. ( Read more... )

i finaly get a new tattoo and i am now working 4 jobs so i can get my ass back up to new york were my friends are and my krissy,and jamie, and of course my stoner friend ben and all the rest of my loved ones ( Read more... )

well i have no idea what is going on. i have no idea what is going to happen from time to time. i have been emailed by people in michigon and florida and shit places like that. and i dont know how they got my e mail address or my im so i am realy confused. and i dont know what is going on with my babygirl in new york. she acts like she dosent want ( Read more... )

well in school i am looseing my mind. now found out that the girl i love dosent feel the same way and my plans to be with her are right down the drain ( Read more... )

i miss me baby girl sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much . i love her ( Read more... )