Finally. This is the fisrt day in...(last week...+ break...+ few weeks before break... all the way till the start of winterbreak) months that I have felt normal ( Read more... )

Work was okay today...except god damn ben. Ben you sun-ov-a-bitch. How the hell did you get to my BOSS'S about crew? Seriously. Ben Tweedy the ERA (crew) boys varcity coach somehow after seeing Cheryl persuaded her into persuading me into rowing. I couldn't give her a god damn reason either, I cannot give anybody a god damn reason why I'm not ( Read more... )

Woke up at 2, did homework till 4 ( Read more... )

Seriously, I re-read that post from earlier today (or technically yesterday) and holy crap ( Read more... )

I woke up today just not caring. I mean not even grayness. I just don't care ( Read more... )

Phew its gone...I was thinking finishing up my U.S. Hist / English essay ( Read more... )

I feel better, calming down now. At what cost though. Well my room can be fixed, and the ring was re-bent but I don't know about me ( Read more... )

Is it me? Is it her? Is it the air ( Read more... )

God its good. I don't even know how happy I am to be soar again. At the same time at the 1000 slap-hello's, hug-goodbyes, and painful pokes I have a near orgasmic pleasure out of soarness. I cannot explain it, and will not in the real world. I mean sure it sucks but its like stretching. You wake up in the morning and you feel all tense/tight ( Read more... )

I can't sleep even though I'm sick. To much on my mind. I've just about finished with my homework but I cannot even focus in the last minute study ups. Finished the 5 chem worksheets, reading the gatsby already troubleshooted for the essay, worked on my brochure, and am finally hitting the math homework. Why didn't I get to more of this earlier ( Read more... )