i hate being sick...i'm so sick too. like 103 fever, congested, vomitting, sore throat, super sick...i havent eaten for a while and now my stomach is burning. fuck you sickness.i'm soooo mad. and now i dont get my roof racks...:(
jens leaving tommorrow....*tear* i hope she realizes how much i miss her and how much she means to me, and i hope that i mean the same to her. 5 weeks...so long, and then after that i dunno whats gonna happen...i'm scared for her, and ruthie and for our relationships with each other. this is a super big step....fuck!