hey there, get a life.

there is this impossible feeling inside of me that resides in the pit of my stomach and waits and waits and waits. it lurks, and sends subtle reminders to me that it's there... and when my head and my heart work together to find the right moment, it travels up my spine and into my chest and throat and head, and it doesn't go away until it makes me ( Read more... )

do they collide? i ask, and you smile. with my feet on the dash, the world doesn't matter. when you feel embarrassed, i'll be your pride. when you need directions, i'll be the guide. for all time.i don't really have anything else to say. i'll be here all weekend. i'm sure i'll run into you here somewhere ( Read more... )

i can't stop thinking about how much i want to die ( Read more... )

and i miss your glow as i unsettle.

today i made a new friend that i kind of already had. and i realized he isn't such a bad guy after all. i like hanging out with will because ( Read more... )

p.s. it's good to know ive slept with two of the teachers in the english department here at college.

i disgust myself.

a little bit closer, i know you're not bashful
there, now that's not so bad, is it? so what was that secret?
what did that prick whisper to you?
was it playful and flirty
or degrading and dirty?
i know you like it both waysso -- what did he say ( Read more... )

and maybe being is simply believing that each breath we take in ( Read more... )

all i want to do is run down the hall and out the door and scream,
because no one wants me and it's a horrible realization.

is life this hard for everyone?