this is too important to go unsaid.

it has only been six hours, and i miss pat terribly.
she was the light of my life for a whole two weeks.
come back, pat mat.

who's up for going to england?
shenfield, essex.
come on, you know you want to.

i'm finished.

so who knows why you left your cat in my room.
i've thought of a million different explanations, but none of them really make sense.
but, i really can't keep picasso here much longer.
it;d be really nice if you could stop by sometime,
instead of just dropping off your cat

"Try not to get worried, Try not to turn on to problems that upset you oh, don't you know everything's alright yes, evrything's fine"

"She's so awesome! you two act exactly alike. you'd probably make good friends, she uses your sayings and everything. haha"

to which i said "yeah, i've seen her around. she seems pretty cool."

(that broke my heart more than anything in the world.)

i really do need to just let this go forever.
but it's so hard, and i need a little help.

could we just have some closure? please?

love affairs:

chagrin falls
the starbucks sweetheart cd
pop rocks bubblegum
mr. will fury
the ring i found in my mailbox
tahitian treat
mary-kate and ashley
rufus wainwright
my philosophy book
rene descartes
myspace
my black scarf
pearls

i'm sure you miss me about as much as one would miss a broken heart.

well, maybe that says a lot.

what a comfortable relationship.
what a marvelous speciman of a man.
i enjoy his company completely.

and we might make out when nobody's there...
it's not that we're scared, it's just that it's delicate.

i was thinking do it do it do it, but i couldn't do it and i was praying to god you would first and you did and it was darling.