TODAY SUCKED ROYAL ASS. Well, in the "I'm just a normal teenager trying to get by" way ( Read more... )

My feet are wrapped in gauze...my arms feel like they are on fire... my eyes are drooping...my head feels heavy... it hurts to breathe...
But really, I'm fine.

Well, that wasn't exactly the reaction I was expecting but I can't say that I'm pleased either ( Read more... )

My emotions have been going berserk all day. It's like, I'm fucking elated one second and then I want to kill myself the next ( Read more... )

I see your screen name appear on the monitor. I stare at it for a good ten minutes as it gleams at me from the screen knowingly. As if within the letters it holds my secret against me. Although I haven't seen you in weeks, I can still feel you holding me. Can still smell you on me ( Read more... )

Someone stop me. Oh sweet Jesus, I do NOT BELIEVE I DID THAT. Maren: I told Dan. Fucking Hell. I just got the idea in my head and IT WOULDN'T FUCKING LEAVE.
I need to berate myself mercilessly now...

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I GOT MY FUCKING JOURNAL BACK. Thanks Andrea.

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