Hey. I have a new sn. I downloaded AIM, so I can voice chat and warn people. my new sn is saignementXailes.
I'll still go on my other one though.

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I saw 'The Texas Chainsaw Massacre' on Friday with Tony ( Read more... )

Today was okay actually. The weather was nice. Rainy and cold. My favorite ( Read more... )

I went to the doctor today ( Read more... )

October 9, 2001.

It ended.

October 9, 1999.

He died.

October 9, 1997.

It started.

October 9, 1995.

He left.

...what am I to expect?

I don't really want to believe it. It was never much to me.
It's over. Gone. Never coming back. Dead.
And that's just the way it is.

SO. I have defeated her ONCE AGAIN ( Read more... )

I'm almost mildly a smidge proud of myself. I looked right over him and totally disregarded any feelings for him or that he had for me.
Progress. Slow and steady progress.

That's it. I'm so FUCKING sick and tired of this.
I am seriously considering running away right now. I can't stand to listen to them fight again. I can't stand to hear him come home at 1 AM, reeking of beer and someone else's perfume.
I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU.