what happened to those?
they were elitist and snotty.
i wish you could do something like that in real life. there are a lot of people i need to cut.

life will never be easy.

please
please
please
let me do the right thing.

hey lush, have fun
just forget me, it's that simple.

i never really write about anything happy here. perhaps because pain and suffering is more... poetic.

happy new year -- hopefully a year of making amends.

i do not concur.

(i wish)
i have no self-control. you have the advantage, in that sense.

i just need to set things straight for myself. understand what is most important, not let anything hold me back. this is my life, and i need to let myself have some control over it for once.

it's laughable how terrible i am at keeping friends.

today was a much better day.