So I have a new journal.
I decided this one is getting old, 
Its Har1equinfetus
Its going to be friends only for the most part

Plus, 
It reminds me of an immature little girl. 
I was obnoxious.
Im not going to be that girl anymore.
-Bethany

Tony,
I think it'd be better if we never talk again.
So good luck with your July 10th thing, If thats even true.
I just cant believe what you say anymore. 
Im sorry, everything was my fault.
Im sorry I always took my problems out on you.
Im sorry for everything.
This is my good bye. I dont know if you'll ever read this or not. 
But thats it. I love you ( Read more... )

Things I lost recently:
My bowtie for work.
A best friend....It sucks because our friendship faded and we both changed a lot.
And all we ever do is fight now.
He doesnt even apologize.
Its just blown off, and acts like everything can just be better again

Anyway
You think about him everyday, and talk to him, and just hope that he's thinking about you too.
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 Its quite heartbreaking when your best friend of 11 years, tells you how much of a bitch you are, and how you basically never do anything right. 
I LOVE IT.
Im sorry i got sick of being walked all over, and im sorry i've found better things to do with my time than sit around and wait for you. I just hope someday, you can learn to appreciate me. 
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Updates in the wonderful world of Bethany Patton:

Had a new years party, it was sweet. Sorta.
lol. hopefully if arlena feels like it ill get some pictures from it.

Got a new car. 

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I think I know why some people dont like me ( Read more... )

Okay soo updatess ( Read more... )

 I think Im falling in like with the person who one of my good friends loves. That makes me a bad person? 
I dont know. Its possible. but i cant help it.
And I dont think he likes me in that way. 
Ouchhh.
But I want him so bad!

Anyways I got my SAT scores from november, I still did pretty shitty.
Reading- 500 (Same as last time)
Math- 530 (30 pts higher)
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You Know that feeling in your heart that you get when your around, or think, or talk to that one person. 
Its the best in the world.
I miss that. 

FLASHBACKKKK 
'06ex

So basically the following cut is pictures of the past like 4 years, 
And 
my comments on them.


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