I just found out someone very close to me has Cancer. And it's heartbreaking I don't know weather to cry or scream at the world. I don't know how this could happen to her she's the most wonderful outgoing person I have ever met in my life, and it's not fair what so ever for this to be happening to her. She lives her life with sickness everyday and ( Read more... )

Who really needs a heart?

Might need surgery again.

FUN!

I'm sick of being called a fucking bitch, lazy, bad mom and fucking stupid. I'm sick of it. I don't deserve it, and I know I don't. But somedays I think to myself this is me, this is my life this is what it's going to be like until the day I get put in the ground. And it's heartbreaking. When I met him he was so cute, and nice and did everything in ( Read more... )

twenty some days till I can see her face - kiss her soft sexy lips and lay in absolute comfort & peace - Tranquility... At last I strive for this very moment where our hearts beat on the same drum, ever-lasting & ever-longing to feel the need of her touch, day in & day out her thought never leaves mine for the day I can call her mine never seems to ( Read more... )

I decided today is a new day.
No more of me.
Enough is enough.

Someone save me please ( Read more... )

Some days it feels like I'm with the wrong person.

you amaze me, you stupid girl.

I guess I decided to start "typing" again. There really isn't a point to all this fucking bullshit, just gives me a little warmth I guess. That believe someone is listeing to me, even if this journal starts gathering dust. Life itself is breaking away and this time it feels like I have no control over it, and no ideas how I might be able to stop my ( Read more... )