6 days overdue.

Today is my duedate.

and I'm scared shitless.

Please take me back to about 4 months pregnant.
Don't let this be happening yet. I'm not ready to do this.

Less than 2 months.
and I'm scared fuckin shitless.

I
finally
have
her
back
<3

June 21st. That's the day I will get to walk down the ile. I'm excited it's going to be a beautiful day. I hope I don't buckle up and get all red in the face like I always do. I guess I just have to keep my eyes on kevin at all times and not think of the billions of people sitting there watching us, omg. I'm excited that's all I can really say. I'm ( Read more... )

In seven long months I will be holding a new baby in my arms. And I don't think it's really hit me yet, I know I'm pregnant and I know I'm going to have a baby and I mean it's fine right now because these no new born sitting here crying needing to be feed every 2-3 hours. That's why I don't think it's hit me in all the ways it needs to hit me. For ( Read more... )

I'll write later.
like it matters, not a single soul will read.

I don't know if I'm crazy or just really love him. I've know him for seven years or more and has always been the bestest friend I've had. And I've always had a little place for him in my heart, always have and always will. I think i've always had a place in he's heart too. He's always tried to get with me, and be with me.. but I've always been that ( Read more... )

I fucking hate seeing this scars.
What I don't get, if I hate them so much,
why do I keep making them?

Like a fall suicide . . . . Dead leaves fall at our feet ( Read more... )