Finding a job is easier said than done. I'm so tired, but I can't go to sleep. I have been analyzing important things in my life and I am focused. And more humble. Which is good. Not for my ego, but still good. Now, for a steady job. Don't worry, I am fine.

The fog has been lifted, I am out of the dreamworld.

This week started fun and ended stupid. Went to see a free concert and stumbled around Brooklyn under some influences. School seems fun also. Went to a pirate bar dressed for international talk like a pirate day. Fun,fun,fun. Friday I went to the cup. Then I got kicked out of my house. Boo.

Women never want sensibility, all they want is a kind of emotional vindictiveness toward somebody else they care for too much. Women are basically stupid animals,but they concentrate so much and entirely upon the male that they often defeat him while he is thinking of other things ( Read more... )

Pondering about everything. I am on a intense level. I have quotes to write.Here we go ( Read more... )

I plan to get my passport as soon as possible and leave for awhile. My surroundings need to be changed. I should have done that a long time ago. Bleeah. I feel dull.

I am tired and depressed.I just realized I ate six month old mayonnaise. My migraine is going strong. And my parents forgot my birthday.What?Yes. The ones who, you know, were there when I was born.(Well, my mom was.) I am quite possibly going to murder my mother.She said something snide to me.The maggot infested pus filled cunt that she is. So yes. ( Read more... )

Yeah, I am such a puss, I smell terrible.

Oh Jesus. The new Orville Redenboker commercial where they bring the man himself has been brought back to life and is scaring me shitless. I can't watch that by myself in the dark. I will slit my wrist. I am so scared to watch the T.V. He could be in there. Waiting. And then he will strike to eat my brains.

I come home a little before 9 and my mom gets on me. For christ sake, I'm 20, it's 9:00, and I was driven home. I am not under the influence of anything. She said I looked dazed. Well, that is because I had a lot to drink . Of course I didn't say this. Sigh. Anyway, by Sunday, I will be in Georgia for a week and before I will be hanging out with ( Read more... )

I am walking to The Bar when a fat guy in a mini van follows me,making cooing noises. I am convinced I am like TM, attracting crazys with some kind of pheremone only they can smell. It pisses me off. This is the third time this week that a fat guy in a mimi van has harrassed me ( Read more... )