So I have recently come to the conclusion that I am that girl I have spent my whole life hating. What girl is that you might ask? Well let me tell you. Everyone knows the type of girl I’m talking about, and hell you might even be that girl. The girl I’m talking about is the one that all the boys like and all the girls hate. The boys like her ( Read more... )

i honestly cant take the depression that im having this week...its way to hardcore..and needlessly to say im scared...i know what im capable of and i dont want to do that..and i dont want to go to the hospital..i want to sleep..i want to cry...i want to stop hurting..i want to stop feeling like all im ever going to be is a fuck up..im just tired of ( Read more... )

trying to decide if i should buy a digital camera this week is tough

its rough when you feel lost in your own little world that you live in

so i havent written in a while basically because nothing new has really happened.. me and justin are done for good... im back in kato going to school and im doing good... so far in the first week i have stayed caught up with all my reading and have actually not feeled stressed out like normal.. i think the fact that i only work on the weekends ( Read more... )

tonight i watched fireworks by myself..i enjoyed them by myself..might have enjoyed them more with some but it was okay.. fireworks has always been something special for me so i dont really like to share it with someone else.. i have also decided that fireworks in a college town is not a smart idea.. specially when they are legal and there is a big ( Read more... )

i really dont know why

so im waiting to go to work and im in that mood...the mood that many people experince... this type of moood really has no name. this mood you cant even explain because you dont even really know how you feel. its a strange mood. its just kinda wierd.. i dont know what is going through my mind right now but for some reason im just lost.. im moving ( Read more... )

im hiding out for a couple days...im not going to be online and my going to keep my phone off..and im going to stay in my room and watch tv and not answer the door... i really should have taken my meds on a daily basis right now cuz maybe i wont feel this way...

ah jenna is 21 and i couldnt be happier...now i finally have someone to go tot he bars with...this makes me happy...ooo and i like a couple boys besides the boy that im on a break from...i rather spend this summmer single and play then be wiht an over emotional boy