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Unconscious
I've completely lost track of days and time ( Read more... ) -
Reborn at Nineteen
I feel as if I'm new to this world I've existed in for nineteen years ( Read more... ) -
wake up call to my brain
i've realized a lot of things lately ( Read more... ) -
Happy List
- I've been going to group therapy for my eating disorder and it's really opened my eyes and made me stop and really think. What does make me happy? Obviously, as comforting and safe as my eating disorder may feel, it doesn't make me happy. There are so many other things in my life that make me truly happy. Not this false sense of comfort that self- ( Read more... )
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aww my mickey stood up for me today <3
so we were at wal-mart checking out..
and i went to put the shopping basket back,
and just as i walked away, this really large overweight chick..
attempts to crack a joke about me to the cashier and the people behind her..
mickey said that she said "kids these days don't get enough nutrition. we don't want them ending up anorexic like HER and points at ( Read more... ) -
file erased..
i had a really mindblowing experience on dxm last night ( Read more... ) -
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i need to stop taking dex for awhile
it literallly feels like my brain is on a skillet on High..
and that's not very good;
i hope this isn't permanent.. eeep
I just feel really braindead. i want my memory/thoughts/abilitiy to concentrate back!
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i've just had a 180 type of perspective change ( Read more... ) -
floating away..
i want to be a bat so i can fly over to maryland in my golden dustcloud,
my head is foggy at best. i walk like a zombie or robot or old man..
everything keeps spinning for hours upon hours;
this is why i don't take the albertson's stuff.
it doesn't stop.
hooked.
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thank god i'm back on wellbutrin..
i had the best of the best highs last night.
so it waaas lexapro that messed up my highs..
i finally didn't feel overheated and sweaty and yuck..
it is a glorious day!
i had a high like the old days :D