i love it
i love it so much
what a rush

couple days ago I had to admit to my mom I was getting high on DXM and she gave me a talking to. I guess it was a good thing because it made me look at myself and see that I shouldn't be doing that so much, it's probably killing my liver. Especially with my new medication I have to be careful. I had also been stealing it which isn't good. I know I' ( Read more... )

I just thought of something.
It's easier to cope this way
David was just some toy i got bored with and I need to throw him away.
take out all the emotions hes just like any other guy.
some guy who bought me stuff took me out to eat and we chilled.
just another frend who turned out to be an asshole

Oh god, this morning I had a white chocolate caramel capuccino and it was orgasmic. I forgot what really good coffee tastes like, goddamn. Yes, this was the highlight of my day, it's very sad.

My mom is going to make me hurt her one day.

I'm 23.
Anyway, I hate being extremely BORED, UGH WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. I think being bored makes me depressed. God today sucks.

i found something to replace david and my unhappiness

why can't i stop being so shy

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hiii~ well it's about time i wrote an entry that isn't me whining so lets see..
nothing is going on with me pfft
i got in contact with slave man, went to laceys a couple fridays ago to crush him and it was mad fun. he's coming this friday and i'm gonna make him paint my toenails with super pretty pink i got heh heh
I'm hoping to get this bowl soon

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