wish i had something to write about.

I'm back from the hospital and I feel really good. I dunno if it's my new medication or if I just needed a break from home but I'm glad I'm feeling happy. I hope it lasts. Even though I hated staying there for some reason I was always in a good mood. I think a break is what I needed. I feel so stupid for taking those pills, as soon as I did it I ( Read more... )

i don't know what i want. do i want people to care? do i really want to die? i think i just want to go away. i'm an idiot. i just took a bunch of pills. i dont really care what happens either way ( Read more... )

My mom came home with ice cream and cookies, fuck my life. I'm fucked. I probably won't be losing any weight all week. I just cant control myself when that shit is in the house. The pumpkin cookies are SO GOOD UGH ( Read more... )

I hate my mom so much I'm going to hurt her one day.

there is no point in me being alive and no one can tell me there is. i hate that i'm so scared to kill myself. i'm so tired of being miserable all the time. i have no interests, i dont do anything all day, i don't feel anything, im just an empty shell. what's the point?

I'm alone.

Last weekend Stetson came down and we drank some ~*brewskies*~ with his cousin and hung out. Blake and Gigi came down that night and I spent the night with them because my mom wouldn't come pick me up. The next day I did A LOT of shopping with Blakey and mom, I got some cute stuff and it was awesome. We all went to see Inception that night and of ( Read more... )

I love this album ( Read more... )

Today I had soup, salad, a 90 calorie hot dog and 10 calorie jello ( Read more... )