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May no one remember, I just want to say it.
If you knew me a few years earlier, if you knew what my life was like and what everything about me was, let me tell you one thing ( Read more... ) -
When I ask myself “who can I show my tears to?” The answer to it is for sure : in front of you.
I am being excited as of right now, something about getting into the Christmas mood, my house may not hold treasured a Christmas tree, but it does have that Christmas spirit, I kind of enjoy having it around, that spirit of happiness and joy, everyone seems warmer even though it's freezing and people get sick way too quickly. I like Christmas yet, ( Read more... ) -
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It has been decided, it is happening for real-- and so soon. Oh, how I cannot wait for that moment ( Read more... ) -
I will be the mirror.
Today feels better, yesterday did too, I don't know what happened ( Read more... ) -
I know I’m irresponsible and unreliable, I know the angels of sadness are still lost.
I've fallen back into my old way, you know the clinging without any reason I do to those two old mens whenever sadness overwhelm me and I need stupid happiness, not the good happiness from Mao, that one is serious, sometimes, I need dumb old mens ( Read more... ) -
This is the place everything ends.
I'm not cut out for happiness, Charles said it long ago and i never listened ( Read more... ) -
always remember: nobody cares.
Je me souviens, il fut un temps où je croyais que tout irait mieux &que je serais heureuse, &que je pourrais faire de grandes choses; Depuis, j'ai grandi, je suppose &j'ai compris, & ça m'a blessé le coeur un peu plus à chaque fois, il se déchire en lambeaux, je le sens, je le sais, je peux sentir le poids de cette douleur, comme si attachée à un ( Read more... ) -
I will promise you~
I'm keeping that promise, writing in English so Porcupine can understand, if she comes around here, I don't really know. I don't like english like i love French, I can play with French, make long &complicated sentences, I can create a whole world with 3 little words and it fascinates me because I cannot do that, in English ( Read more... ) -
If you don't stop wishing, your wish is sure to come true.
Je l'ai fait, j'ai abandonné le blond, contre mon gré, certes, mais je l'ai fait. J'ai eu si peur, vous savez, de me perdre moi-même en perdant cette stupide couleur de cheveux parfaite mais ça va, je me retrouve un peu quand même, Eren, je pense. Le même chocolat-praliné que le sien, et je suis content, rassuré ( Read more... )