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I haven't posted anything on here in a long time...
So...I'm really tired today, but I always am. I have 7 more days of high school left, and that is exciting but so terrifying at the same time ( Read more... ) -
Happy 2009...
Well, it's a new year, and a not-so-new me. I can't believe I will be a high school graduate in almost six months...scary. I gotta start filling out college applications. I don't know where to start ( Read more... ) -
Didn't notice that this didn't have a title until just now...
I am such a jerk! I wasn't trying to be rude, I just wanted to be left alone, can't anyone understand that?
I don't WANT to push anyone away, I just...can't stand to disappoint everyone.
I'm better off alone...
I just don't know what I want, and I'm afraid to make the wrong decision.
I didn't want it to go this far, jeez...
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How's life?
It's okay I guess. There's nothing new going on with me. School is really dull so far, I can't wait to get out of high school ( Read more... ) -
School has started...
...and it's okay I guess. I have some pretty cool teachers. Still getting used to getting up at 6:00 AM though. Hopefully school will keep me busy, get my mind off things and stuff ( Read more... ) -
Another depressing entry...
It's almost 7:00 AM. I am very much awake.
School starts up again in...15 days. YAY (not...)!
I really hate depression... (I laughed as I typed that)
Novacaine - Staind
All these things
Novacaine
To de-sensitize us every day
To this life that we wage
So we don't feel at all...
Depression sucks...
No Jesus Christ - SeetherBefore you hatch ( Read more... ) -
Depression sucks...
I feel so sick, I'm dying slowly, to some degree I guess. God, I hate my life, if I can call it that. I don't have anyone here, just friends on the Internet, big deal.
I hate myself.