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[tolorei]

I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I'm almost 22 years old, and I don't see anything worth living for in my future. If that's the case, then why am I alive. I suppose I'm really not. I mean, on the outside, I exhibit all the signs of life. I eat, breathe, move, etc. But on the inside, I feel like I'm dead. I've been in a shitty, dead

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[copperpoint]

You want meaning to come up and bite you on the nose? Meaning is elusive and insubstantial at best. You've got to go looking for it. You may never find it, but you've got to go looking.

[tolorei]

I believe that the meaning of life is to gain knowledge and experience, and to pass that onto the next being who will receive the 'eternal soul.' My belief is that each person has two souls. There is the 'Conscious Soul' which consists of everything you are as an individual, and the 'Eternal Soul' which consists of the knowledge and experience gained throughout your lifetime. When a person dies, the 'Conscious Soul' moves onto the next level of existence, and the 'Eternal Soul' is born into another person. That next person will then have your lifetime of experience and knowledge to draw upon throughout their lifetime. And this process repeats itself time and time again, toward what end, I do not know. Haven't thought about that part yet.

But anyways, that is what I believe that life is meant for. So, I'm not really looking to find a meaning in my life. When I wrote that post, I was just verbalizing my feelings of being alone and isolated, and also questioning what I plan on doing with my future