It's kind of like learning to breathe again.

Or like those quit-smoking ads where people learn to drive a forklift without cigarettes.

Will I ever feel less alone?

You've made your point.

Choose two: intelligent, good looking, emotionally stable.

Friends -> Band -> Friends

-Band = -Friends

I'm nothing I ever thought I'd be.

Hate hate hate these days where I wake up down and can't shake it no matter what. 8:41 and already giving up on today.

You don't get to miss someone if you don't actually notice they're gone.

And then there are the days like today, without a care in the world, where everything just sort of falls into place. I will never understand me.

 http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cyclothymia

Symptoms

Dysthymic phase
Difficulty making decisions; problems concentrating; poor memory recall; guilt; self-criticism; low self-esteem; pessimism; self-destructive thinking; continuously feeling sad; apathy; hopelessness; helplessness; ( Read more... )