Well here goes. I am exhausted and so stressed out that I could scream. First we had the little truck go down on us and we had to buy another vehicle so that my hubbie could get to work. Then we had the Jeep go down. Then we got behind on the mortgage payment. And now Star, who is supposed to be my friend, is totally fucking me. She is refusing to ( Read more... )

A new year is upon us.
A chance to start anew. 
Another day to celebrate all that we hold true.
Friends and family and so much more
Looking back we can see
All the mistakes and all the success
All the things that make you and me
Here's to all of us in this world together
May you have a Happy New Year
And enough joy to last forever.
LadyJ

So much going on with Christmas almost here. We finally got out shopping done. Well mostly. Superman and I took the kiddos shopping. We got most everything that we needed, except that we forgot to get a couple of presents so we will get that done later. Later on Star and I are kicking our spouses out of the houses so that we can finish wrapping ( Read more... )

Dear God what the hell is wrong with me. Once again i hear the voice telling me that it is time to end it all. Why should I be alive? What good am I? What am I good for? Why do I not want to come home? Last night I called to tell my husband to call a friend of ours to come and watch the girls because I would not be coming home. I wanted to just be ( Read more... )

I have to say something becuase I am about to blow up at my husband. He just got mad at me for inviting one of my friends over when our house is not spotless. He used to invite his friends over all the time and not tell me about it. I am so sick of this cleaning absession he has going. It would be wonderful if he would not go so damned overboard. ( Read more... )

I am tired and I am worried and this is the only place that I can say anything about it right now. I am almost late on my monthly and I am really really worried about it. We cannot afford another little one. On top of it all I am missing my friends like Shrek, Breezy, darkness_blade, Songbird. I am here in the Great White North and I am so far from ( Read more... )

Well we finally got our new computer. WE are back online again. I am loving it. THis is a lot of fun and we love our new computer. I am so glad to be online again. other than that there is not much else going on. I am really really tired so this is all I am gonna say for now.
Goodnight, LadyJ

Well today is going ok. I had a conversation with Superman about him always telling me how to do things better. He does not understand how much it bugs the crap out of me. He does not get it that it hurts everytime that he does it ( Read more... )

Well I am at it again. I am up late being the anal person that I am. I have tried over the last few months to go without having my budget on paper and that is not working. I have screwed up again. Anyway anyone who knows me knows that I do not stop until I get my budget to my liking. I have the next six months to get caught back up and all that. We ( Read more... )

Well I am so damn tired that it is not even funny right now. Just got to spend some time with Superman. That was cool. I am at a loss on the weekends. When I am not working I really do not know what to do. Usually if I try to get something doen the kiddos get upset and distract me any way that they can. I am missing my friends and family the closer ( Read more... )