So for the first time last night someone in my circle of friends (other than this one) asked me point blank about my gender issues ( Read more... )

I've run into something that's become sort of a frustration to me. As I'm brand new to trans issues and have become more aware of my own probable genderqueer/transgender i.d., I've been doing more research and reading as much as I can. I'm aware of a lot of the resources that you guys have posted here (which have been very helpful), but in ( Read more... )

soooo....the cd party was a mixed bag. the party end of it went off very well...about 55 people all having a good time, food, drink, and chilling. However, the music end of it...not so much. We sort of sucked. Which I suspected that night but has been confirmed to me now by the averted eyes of my coworkers and the lack of normal raves from friends ( Read more... )

The demos are here! The demos are here ( Read more... )

Throwing a demo release party is a lot of work! Good lord. I've been running around all week buying hot dogs, tiki torches, citronella oil...making CD labels till 11:30 at night....sweating over whether UPS will deliver all 200 CDs today so that we HAVE THEM to "release" tomorrow night. Guh ( Read more... )

So I'm countin' the days now :) precisely 14 days from today will be my last day with my company. I will be moving on to work for a cool history grants place, while dressing like a grown up and taking the train to work every day. And this place can smooch my arse :) cause I'm a-done :) Well, soon anyway ( Read more... )

So the offer letter is now in my grubby little hands ( Read more... )

Have not been feeling altogether all together as of late. I guess it's stress about finding a job and all the shake up/change going on there, but I haven't been sleeping at all and my stomach has been really unhappy. Lower back is in on the act too, completely clenched. I've been trying to let it go a bit and relax, but my body is definitely pissed ( Read more... )

AKA National @!#$% Day. Except when key bosses show up and expect you to actually WORK the day after a holiday which is concurrently the day before the weekend. Blech ( Read more... )

Okay, I mean all nervous and mildly stressed "anxious" ....not grinning little dinosaur anxious.

Here's a better mood icon...