i miss the hobo jacket era ( Read more... )

when half of all your prayers are insincere ( Read more... )

FUCK YOU
i missed you
until now
...
now i just
FUCKING HATE YOU
for making me think you would always be there
dont bulshit me
dont give me flowers
dont fucking lie anymore
just get the FUCK out of my life
(like you havent already)
and leave me the FUCK alone.

dont ever spend ( Read more... )

fade to my arms
for theyre mezmoric sway
and dance her to the moon
like we did in those golden days

give up your tomb
im a prayer for your lonliness
for once upon a time
from the bind on your lowliness
i could always find the slot for your key

six feet deep was the incision
in my heart this barless prison
to her alone in full submission
sunsetter

LAST NiGHT=BEST HALLOWEEN EVER ( Read more... )

Mitchel <3 . swim party this weekend hopefully- he's going. if not we're going to the movies . still miss luke . i miss a lot of people . a lot of people that are never coming back... that will never be the same.. are are looked down upon for missing me back. whatever. im over it. life is good right now. i have distractions and friends and a ( Read more... )

i wish i were pretty.

there are just no fucking words for how pissed i get at people. im getting to the point where i dont care what the fucking police do, or if i get my last two strikes... just to put one [OR MORE] person in fucking intensive care would be so wonderful... have them rot in a hospital bed because they crossed me too many [FUCKING] times, or even just ( Read more... )

too much to say ( Read more... )