a person is not brought into this world a cynic. Cynicism is a learned behavior that is the sum of varying experiences experiences.

Dans Live Journal is Officially Closed for the Summer Season.

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1 day left! Haha! This time tommorrow I will be in Bemidji still. But this time + 3 hours tommorrow and I will be gone like the wind. I'm excited. But before I can get to excited, I have to pass two finals, one of which will be among the hardest of my life, and thats made none the easier by its timing, which is at 8 f'n a.m. I also have to pack up ( Read more... )

So I have this scholarship thing I've been working on. I needed to get three letters of recomdation, get tons of information from other people. Lets just say its a big one. Its a $5000 scholarship, and everyone that has written me letters says that I deserve it and yada yada...the last part of the scholarship App. is for me to write an essay saying ( Read more... )

Only the lazy can't find something useful to extract from any situation.

With that being said, I said my most difficult good-bye today...and it went all right...

Lately I have been starting to find most human beings to be incredibly boring and uninteresting to me. As I envisioned hitting myself in the face with a sludge hammer tonight while I was in company of a certain lady friend, I realized there are very few people who actually captavate/hold me interest for decent amounts of time. Since humans aren't ( Read more... )

I did a very bold thing today. It was a very risky move that had a high chance of failure. To the average person it would look as if I did fail and ussually a failure such as that would be a dejection to a persons confidence. But even though I did not get the ideal ending, minutes after I still found out that there was a lot to gain from what I did ( Read more... )

Ok, so this is the deal. It is a Saturday night in late Spring and I am sitting alone in my house. At first glance, and I think this is how judging by the sound of my mothers voice, it appears I have either no friends or no social life, but as always in life, there are two sides to each coin. All of my roommates have vacated the premises for the ( Read more... )

why is everyone in bemidji always crabby, moody, or otherwise not consistently in an acceptable mood? ...wait I can think of one person....

This is a subject in which I would like to elaborate more on at a later date, but to sum it up, I do believe that --even though the past few months had been, to the naked eye, turbulent to say the least-- there is no doubt that I am in a far better place in all faucets of my life. While I do have one semi-important wrinkle that needs to be worked ( Read more... )