Aw man. shit. fuckin hot today coulda said fuck it and slept all day. i want to make a dreamcatcher soon. i miss Crystal, and Francis, even John the scary monster soo much. i wish i go to his house, but i can't because he hates me so much. for whatever reason. if i had the balls, i would say fuck you asshole & go fuck yourself. not that it would ( Read more... )

tonite was the last dance. it was very depressing and very boring too. dakota acts like his big brother now. he'll grow out of it though. i didn't have anyone to dance with. i felt like shit though. when i see melissa and storm i think of me and him. idk why, and everyone tells me shut up he's not your's, i kno. i just like to think about him. i ( Read more... )

i feel so alone sometimes. i don't really know why though. i can't really see how i can screw up anything for Melissa though. i don't even talk to either of them. OH well, schools out in one day. Well g2g!!
~Devon~

i am over him, it's just that he's a memory inside me and i can't just forget about it. it's like impossible for me. i have to have someone to beleive in other than just my friends. No matter how much i can hate him inside, i miss him. especially his smile. but since he doesn't like me anymore(for a particular reason) i have nothing else to say ( Read more... )

hey guys, shelly's soo sad. i feel sad too now... : ( Shelly, i kno it's hard to give people up. i can't even give up him( )!|. i still like him, i thinks he's still nice lookin to but he just has a bad attitude. don't atake it soo harde on yourself, try to write in a journal or somethin. it worked for me. or find someone to talk to like mandy or ( Read more... )

hey people,
what's up. not much here. graduation is on saturday as many of the people kno. can't wait till school's out, it goes fast but it really sucks. can't and can wait til highschool. luv my budz. shelly wants her laptop back, so bye!!
~Devon~

hey people, haven't been talking much. oh well. shelly was goin out wit rt, then broke up. this shits all fallin apart. oh well. i don't kno if Melissa has a livejournal but i would like to tell her that i don't hate her!! i wish people would take me more seriously. it is true that i like her now that i kno her more. i don't kno what she thinks ( Read more... )

Hey this is Shelly! Devon said I could write in her livejournal! So here I am writing! I loveeeeeee it! He he! I'm so hyper and it's building up inside of me! Ahhhh! I'm gonna...! Don't know! Hey Roger! guess what I put storms boxers in my bag! Didn't mean to! I was cleaning my room last night and put them in there! he he!

Hey! Hey! Hey! He, He, He! This is Shelly! Devon told me to update her journal so here I am! Updating... Updating... Still Updating... It just keeps going... And going... Updating... Updating... Still Updating... Still Going... And Going... Going... Going... OMG... Updating... Updating... All Done!

Everything i say affect someone's life doesn't it. Who fuckin cares. Just shut the hell up or settle it during school. i am so fuckin sick of someone sayin youre a loser. Maybe i am to others, maybe i m not. Maybe you should just shut up ( Read more... )