I still can't believe what's happened. I can't even accept it, ya know? It's like, this wasn't supposed to happen to him. This boy is always doing good deeds for others, looking out for others, and even to his last moment, he was trying to do good for someone who probably didn't deserve it. And why couldn't he pull through? He's the toughest kid ( Read more... )

John didn't make it. I will probably be back Upstate by the end of the week for the funeral arrangements...

I'm sorry John...we will all miss you and I'm sorry for all the times I've picked on you when you were younger...I saw you as my brother...that's all.

You were too young buddy. Too fucking young.

In anticipation (and much anxiety) for law school, I'm thinking of doing a law preview program which entails 1 week of law school prep which will guide prospective 1Ls how to study, outline, and take exams in law school. I'm seriously considering this program despite the heavy price tag of $1035 because I truly believe this will be an investment ( Read more... )

I've realized something. At work the other night, I became that "insensitive" nurse. Not at all what I would be proud of doing. Why did it happen? My patient was actually well enough to press the call bell every 15 minutes, so I became agitated and inpatient since my other patient I had was very sick and needed almost every moment of attention ( Read more... )

I still remember the times I sat in class in nursing school, thinking about when I finally work as a nurse, how "perfect" it would be. I wouldn't be in a class with classmates who are caddy, annoying and stupidly competitive over nothing. Well, I was wrong. Since working, there has been numerous episodes of drama (to the point I feel like I'm ( Read more... )

I really don't get it. I like handbags just like the next girl, but I will NOT ..WILL NOT keep spending like...$400/bag! It's nuts!

With that, I'm going to bed.

nights aren't that bad. The truth is: they suck. I can't have a normal day anymore. I can't sleep normally anymore. I can't eat right anymore...and what's even more awesome, I think my mood is being slightly affected by all of this. It's ridiculous. I think I even have a tinge of self-loathing here and there because of all of this. No, its' ( Read more... )

I'm applying for several scholarships to help me fund my law school expenditure. With most of these schools costing nearly as much s $27,000/year, I do need some form of scholarship/grant/aid. And then, there are student loans. I figure if anything I'll be close to approximatly $70,000 in debt. Sounds like a lot right? Although, many of my ( Read more... )

I'm a bit irrate today since I didn't get much sleep last night and ended up sleeping through most of the trading day. See, I bought call options for apple computer (aapl) at a strike price of 90.00 for the month of January. It's been lingering in the mid 80s until today, where it met it's strike price and a bit beyond. Here's the thing: the ( Read more... )

but I think I'm wrong. I hate my sleeping patterns on my days off. For instance, last night I was up until about 1:30. I woke at at 5, and then fell asleep again until 12:30. I cannot get a consistent, good night's rest. It kind of sucks, I'm not going to lie. And the part that sucks most of all, I miss Rob ... our schedules conflict even more ( Read more... )