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War?
So it's been quite awhile since I have updated this journal. To be honest I don't really know what to say. The world is changing by the day it seems. Or by the minute ( Read more... ) -
Not much to say, just wanted to type
I love typing so I felt like posting an entry because I like to type, lol I wish I still had the typing program that I learned on. I would still be using it and practicing ( Read more... ) -
slow to chaos
I have been seeing my therapist for a couple of months now each week. She is helping me with my thoughts, but I am not fully cooperating I know. I think I should stop telling her about my uncomfortable spots. She won't be able to educate me on my coping skills if I don't tell her anything else. That sounds stupid right? But it's true. I didn't ( Read more... ) -
Friday
So it's Friday! I'm listening to the new Adele song. Eh, I'm not impressed. I think I'll change it to something else. There. I changed it to Dua Lipa. I like some of her songs. Especially her latest album. It reminds me of the 70s Disco era! Love it ( Read more... ) -
You're only human
I had an appt with my therapist today. We talked about the funeral among other things. I feel when I talk to her that the subject matter have to do with others and not myself. Am I doing that on purpose? I don't know. I think since I have others around that in turn they pertain to me so yeah I need to know how to deal with that ( Read more... ) -
Sedentary
Last weekend we all went to say goodbye officially to Pete and Beverly. It was a very nice funeral. The navy was there to be respectful and fold Pete's flag. I became emotional and held onto my tears as best I could. Their family, friends, and neighbors were there too. Everyone had a story. Everyone will miss them. I know they were Sean's parents, ( Read more... ) -
Season
The day went by fast today. I was alone for most of the day. Then everyone came home and either went to bed or went in their rooms. I became alone again. Sometimes I love being alone. I don't have to think too much or talk. Less stress, but sometimes I don't like it and the days become lonely ( Read more... ) -
Internet down?
I thought the internet was down today so I rebooted my cable box AND the internet modem. Everything is fine..just Facebook, FB messenger, and Instagram are down for some reason. I need to send my mom some pictures from my Facebook account so hopefully they'll be back up soon ( Read more... ) -
Sunday Sunday Sunday!
Sunday isn't supposed to be a busy day, but it turned out to be busy. Today I wanted to sleep in, watch my recording of the new episode of Saturday Night Live, get groceries for the week and then take a shower. I JUST got a shower an hour ago ( Read more... ) -
Day two
This journal will now be where I put out my thoughts, maybe poems, and maybe some short stories. I haven't fully decided yet, but that's the fun in it all right? Figuring out what I will do or just doing whatever I want without a standard or permission of sorts. I DO enjoying typing ( Read more... )