until this page opened i was sitting leaning back against my chair with my right hand on the mouse and my left hand sort of cradling the crotch of my pants confidently. i want to be out somewhere right now just so i can fell better than other people. my mom's out somewhere having sex with soem guy while her boyfriend's asleep in bed. i wish i ( Read more... )

libbey confronted me and called me pathetic and said she hated me and stuff and i don't even care because i've got some new hope brimming from this crazy idea i have or have always had but which has only recently been given energy again by some secret girl that i will leave and we'll come back with an army of our own

BLACK CHESS PARTNER UPDATE: ( Read more... )

i'm playing some black man who lives in washington, d.c. at chess and he's asking me if i'll have sex with him when he visits from washington, d.c. for some sort of thing in charlotte. he's asking for my telephone number and stuff. some guy came and started watching our game and the black guy's getting all mad telling them to leave and he's ( Read more... )

it's 2:27 PM and mostly what i'm doing is playing chess at yahoo! games randomly quoting the postal service songs to my opponents. last night i broke up with my girlfriend i guess is what happened only i don't know if that's as extreme as it sound sbecause none of her friends really knew i was her boyfriend they just knew we were having sex like i ( Read more... )

well i'm doing good ever since my latest post i am staying gold and threatening people with my hammer

sp1 nalrema 1ns: hi ( Read more... )

i'm losing my touch i used to be GOLD or something
i used to Ponyboy or something but i didn't stay gold like i was told to
i lost the grease i lost the rolled-up blue jeans i lost the leather jacket i lost everything
i lost iti can't believe i came up with the whole thing five minutes late if i had a hammer that had crazy powers like it was from ( Read more... )

this is something i typed on my LiveJournal a few days ago but i failed ever to actually apply it to my LiveJournal
("someday you'll understand that everything is AOK")

"i'm listening to cursive and i don't really know anything about anything. as it's technically tuesday having surpassed midnight i'll refer to monday as yesterday. yesterday ( Read more... )

today i'm going to walk to Dairy Queen and a few other places and get job applications because i toally need a job finally to help my moma nd to take libbey out on a real date and everything it's presupposed finally that she's my girlfriend but her facethejury dating status says Single but that's not a big deal really i bet because she just hasn't ( Read more... )

i did this just because erin is so radical and i have to bold so many of these things because we have a million things in common

01. my name is nathaniel
02. i like mates of state and eisley.
03. i like writing, especially when my handwriting looks neat.
04. i like to dance while pumping gas
06. the thing that hurts me the most is when i'm slowly ( Read more... )

i'm not creative enough currently to do any better than imagine myself wearing a lab coat and glasses with shorter hair (and if long at all done in a POINDEXTER (sp?) style like old school Rivers Cuomo). if i had on a white lab coat with a pink dress shirt on underneath and a strawberry-coloured tie to match my strawberry-colour corduroy pants and ( Read more... )