it's fashionable to write everyone a letter before you leave. i could move to washington and live with mikael but i'm not brave enough for another day. i'm finally okay with the idea of only taking one more shower and only dressing in clean clothes one more time. i wish my hair was longer. i want to look perfect for what's about to happen but i ( Read more... )

it's obvious the song i'm playing reminds me of certain times and places and a certain boy and a certain girl. i've decided if i can i'm waiting until somewhere monday night or tuesday morning to leave here in the fashion i'm planning or possibly wednesday or thursday only if i leave wednesday or thursday i'll be leaving the city whereas if i ( Read more... )

when i asked someone who's not an indian to raise their hand i guess i wasn't clear. someone who's not an indian is lonely. someone who's not an indian is crazy. someone who's not an indian's not shy. someone who's not an indian is willing to risk getting in a whole bunch of trouble. someone who's not an indian's looking for someone who's not ( Read more... )

i want you back. oh my god ( Read more... )

before i say anything i'm not listening to the band rage against the machine playing a song called "inside out". my quotation marks were correctly placed. i'm listening to inside out playing "rage against the machine". inside out was a 1980s orange county hardcore band fronted by de la rocha before he was in rage against the machine and rage ( Read more... )

this is all too old. certainly someone's looking for something new. look for me and look at me i'm looking at you. call me or say my name really loud and maybe i'll hear you.

wednesdays are bogus and thursdays are bogus and fridays are even more bogus because robert smith had the bright idea to have the cure make a song called "friday i'm in love" so whenever friday comes around and i'm not in love then what? thanks a whole bunch robert smith ( Read more... )

i got a telephone call from food lion and apprently i've got to go work already only i can't already because the clothes i've got to wear are in the dryer and i've got to take a shower and everything so now i have absolutely no idea when i'm getting off but i'm guessing either 7:00 or 9:00 ( Read more... )

i really want to go out tonight to pretty much anywhere including any twenty-four hour diner. lately i've wanted nothing but to sit and smoke in waffle house or liberty east or something. i really wish anyone even a complete stranger would offer to go with me and sit somewhere in a twenty-four hour diner alone smoking and drinking coca-cola or ( Read more... )

yesterday was probably one of the biggest days of my life but before i can talk about yesterday i've got to talk about everything beginning with friday. thursday libbey's parents went out of town and friday she wanted people to come over and drink so mikael and i pawned a stolen television for gas money to drive up to libbey's house then we went ( Read more... )