Thursday a friend and co-worker got a phone call around lunch time that her house was on fire. Now, this is a girl that just turned 21 has a 4 year old and an 11 mth old..... she's just started her career as a Stylist and she still barely makes ends meet. She busts her ass for everything that she has and was planning a wedding with her boyfriend in ( Read more... )

I lost the last of my 4 cats today..... Popper Topper....pronoucned in babytalk southern slang as paw-ler-taw-ler ( Read more... )

I've been struggeling with myself and my emotions for a long time now. Since Rob and then my mother died I haven't allowed myself to get close to anyone..... freaking completely out when someone gets too close ( Read more... )

I've been hurt...... I've lost every single person that's ever meant a damn thing to me and I'm wounded ( Read more... )

I just found out that the guy I'm dating is one of "Them"..... you know who "They" are ( Read more... )

What's become of me ( Read more... )

Here's a link that some of you art folk might want to check out SeanRox.Com He's a friend of mine and I'm surprised even at how good he really is ( Read more... )

Saturday the guy I've been seeing finally asked me what the scars on my arm are from? I say finally because I've noticed him looking at them several times before yet never did he broach the subject and I damn sure wasn't!

I'm a Cutter, have been for half my life. I think I 1st began when I was 15 maybe 16.... it was some time after I was raped by ( Read more... )

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Fire and Rain & Time in a Bottle.... it's funny that mom listened to these songs on the anniversary of my Dad's death, EVERY YEAR for almost 26 years ( Read more... )