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Off day
Feeling really off today. Having trouble putting words into order before they come out my mouth. In sound husky and look bloated and puffy.
I know why. It's happening more than 5 times a day now. I eat, then panic that my body will hold on to each calorie, more so than a normal person, because of my eating disorder.
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I'm so rubbish. I could detail it all in adjectives but I'm not even worth the use of those.
Old and tired bones is me i 'spoze.i
Wish I had a friend I could let in :(
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Yep
It's really sad here, my friends all left years ago. I assume they recovered and sorted their lives out.
Feel quite lonely sometimes and would love to speak to someone who understands.
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Sabotage!
Things are getting bad again. 3 x bp today. 4 yesterday. I'm slowly losing sight of what is right. Triggered by anxiety and stress.
I'm getting fat according to the scales and the photos.
I'm such a cliche
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Addiction after addiction after addiction after addiction after addiction after afuckingdiction
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The boy said this; "You know I l absolutely love you"
The next day he said;
"You know I love you"
I want to keep that boy. And not lose him.
Men go.
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Gain
I'm too scared to face the scales, appetite has gone mental & food is on my mind 24 hours a day.
Come back summer and empty manic times, go away winter and the constant need to fill myself up.
No clue. At all
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Honesty is NOT the best policy
Messing it all up again.
That man is poison. He wants me back I reckon. Because I told him I was seeing someone else - someone he knows and thought was after me all along.
Now my boy is worried, and wavering. I want him here. But he's there.
I want him next to me and holding me.
I'm too much drama for him so I think he's ditching me.
Great.