UGH. I just kind of ruined a little bit of my birthday. My internet wasn't working, so I was exiting out of programs, and my dad had AOL up, and when I went to click on the little X, I glanced down and saw his recently deleted mail, and from UO, there was a "YOUR ORDER HAS BEEN SHIPPED 3/7" email. Sigh, well, I guess it'll be a surprise to see WHAT ( Read more... )

So yes, this schedule is getting tough on me. Not seeing friends ever. Not seeing dad on the weekends. Not seeing mom during the week. But.. I'm making it the best it can be. It's a different kind of feeling. Not being able to see friends for a month because you happen to have other social events on EVERY Saturday: to me, this is no big deal. But ( Read more... )

Does anyone want to come to my mom's house from the night of the 24th-25th? You're welcome to sleepover and then go around town the next day. The drive is an hour and fourty-five minutes or so, but it's a nice drive, and it's quick if there are a few friends in the car! Anyway, talk to me if you're interested! I'll be down there already, so I'd ( Read more... )

Downs really wants me to play soccer again. He's still telling people to tell me to play soccer. This week alone, I've had three people come up to me begging me to play soccer next year. Maybe maybe maybe...

But I keep having dreams of coming back and being REALLY awful.

When spring comes, I'll start practicing to see if I lost anything.

So I was ( Read more... )

I was happy to find, at the end of the lunch line, that Dolphins and Friends were FINALLY being served. I don't know what the reason was behind the period of time without D&Fs? Whatever, I was happy!

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it hurts that you would say that. is it us or is it you?

anyway. well, this weekend i was really frustrated and down because i thought i was sucking at everything, including riding horses. then, someone took a picture of me on a rescue, and my posture/position was perfect! and now i am happy again. maybe there's a light at the end of the tunnel.

i hope i make someone's day tomorrow ( Read more... )

i think i had a three-second anxiety attack at play today. i just got really stressed about things. for those three seconds i decided maybe i won't ever see my mom again, and i'd just have fun and not worry about missing out on things. and just let her fend for herself. then i figured i couldn't do that, and i'd have to grit my teeth and find a way ( Read more... )

it snowed lots yesterday and now today. is there any snow on the ground in ewing?

i'm really tired and my muscles are aching from yesterday.

anyway, last night i went to the rockaway mall with my mom because i needed a dress for a banquet tonight, and zzzomg it's HUGE. i just wish it had an urban:(