P.S. I need a girlfriend.

I woke up this morning feeling the stranest feeling. I woke up feeling like there was this person, that I had known for a while. Then while awake I sat there and tried to figure out who the person was, then came to the conclusion that I had actually dreamed that I had had dreams about this person. That's the closest I came to actually knowing her. ( Read more... )

Confusion sets in. Slight insanity takes over. You hit a fork in the road, and don't know which way to go. Do you sacrifice happiness and settle for love? Do you sacrifice love and settle for happiness? Life makes little sense, despite spending years trying to figure it out. Love makes even less sense, despite years trying to figure it out. Can ( Read more... )

I'm going to be completely honest right now...

I did not think in a hundred years that it would get to this point that I would miss you this much.

The feeling is incredibly intimidating actually.

Ummm... I won. Take that as you will.

It feels good to win.

Hopefully I'll win again soon.

Just tell him you love him and get it over with. I'm not stupid.

Sometimes you want to post things in livejournal that you're really not supposed to post. This is one of those times ( Read more... )

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I'm so confused. I really don't know what to think anymore. I need time I guess. Time heals all wounds right? What about the wounds that aren't there? What about being so hurt about something but just not being able to talk about it? Does that count as a wound? Will that heal in time? I hope so. I hope Everything starts to make a lot more sense ( Read more... )

So this summer I've been living in Miami, it's been quite a trip. I've held down three consistent jobs, one at a bike rental store owned by Sam's, the girl I live with, father. That's pretty cool, I really don't do much there but smoke and drink a lot. My other job is at a coffee shop/hookah bar. It's pretty fun working there as well. I also have ( Read more... )