i don't know.

wherever you go, there you are.

cori costa, you're nothing short of wonderful.

 i don't understand why i can't get over the past. not the people in my past, but the events.
i'm mad at myself then i laugh about it. sometimes i need a good cry but i can't not think about it.
it's just so hard to really let myself sit and just think and see how i feel about it all.
i'll start to and then i just tell myself to pull it together and i ( Read more... )

i miss jon and chris.
i'm sleeping at  my  parents house tonight and spending the night with my girls. holla.

 Alright here's the deal. it's been 2yrs. since jon died & it's not getting easier. he's been in my dreams for the last 2 months now. and everytime he's about to tell me why he did it, but then everything he says is silenced.
Chris died 5 months ago already & it doesn't even feel like it's been that long. i'm worried about jon and lauren. it's like ( Read more... )

 oct.7-14 i am OUT OF HERE! with jon & lauren of course =)

me and jon and lauren are all going to charlotte in october and i'm really really realllllyyy excited cause i get to see best friend and stuff so yay.

i hung out with cori & staci yesterday. =)
jon's cutting the lawn & i'm waiting to go get my paycheck.
i work at wawa now.

play with me?

work blows.
i'm tan!
i don't know if anyone reads this anymore. blech.