going crazy

[tonya4355]

its so funny how your mood can change so fast...sometimes i think i have my life planned out then i talk to someone and i go crazy and just think what the hell am i doing...i cant handle it anymore...i dont know what i want to do...i know all the things i dont want to do but to pick something that i do want thats a different story...for once in my

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[hambone4]

Tricky situation... sounds familiar to *ME*. I was once there... almost ready to sign myself and 4 years of my life into the navy but of course I decided not to. I am also in the college situation... right now its too late to go to college but I don't plan on going this year anyways! Both of these options also weigh heavy on *MY* mind as well... so don't feel alone. The more I hear Courtney talk about going into the navy the more I want to do the same but at the same time in my heart I don't feel like it's right for me at the present time. You know its not always a bad thing to take a year off to get a full time job and just think about what you want to do with yourself and your life. Maybe college or the navy aren't right for you at this time?... maybe you should take time off to just think... you can ALWAYS join in a year, two, three OR maybe you're just scared... scared of what it will be like to be in the navy, on your own! Either way I am here for you and I know in the end you'll make the best choice for youself! Don't be

[tonya4355]

sorry it took so long to respond...im glad we have 3rd hour together...dont know what i would do if we couldnt talk...i know what i want to do with my life just sometimes things get shuffuled up and i get scared cuz i really dont know whats going to happen to me...but i just got to realize that in the end its all worth it if i like it in the navy or not...its not about whats going to happen but how ill be a better person because of it...and sometimes it helps telling you or courtney about it...glad your here for me and ill always be a phone call away if you need me <3 ya