had a party last night got wasted...now i dont feel good what more can i say

been to every party and bar in muskegon the last couple days...chris isnt doing good hes takin the whole nate thing pretty hard...im just going to be there as much as i can for him...but decided to take a night off from drinkin and watch my cousin dallas...off to watch him

nate funeral was today...i wanted to go so bad but i couldnt...i was so scared...i dont know why...i didnt know him that long but he was the biggest sweetheart ever...it hurts to know that hes dead

havent updated in a long a** time so what better time then now...lost to North Muskegon tonight 2-0 thats sad...havent been doing much...sleep work and hangin out with amber and jake...cant wait for high school to be done with...only 2 more weeks...frickin yes...well american idol is on so im gonna go watch that....o yea josh is comin home for my ( Read more... )

so prom was okay...was sick but i made it through the nite...vernons was fun afterwards...havent really done much...soccer games work and school...yup thats my life...well me and billy got in a stupid fight...im a little upset but i really dont care...amanda cresta and bobby's home so might go say hi to those losers but turning in early (well if ( Read more... )

someones life can seem so perfect but when you really take the time to look at it its not...its nothing that you even imagined it...their lonely depressed and need a shoulder to cry on...well i know i need someone sometimes and its nice to know that when my friend needs help that im their for them...thats going to be the hardest part of leaving my ( Read more... )

its so funny how your mood can change so fast...sometimes i think i have my life planned out then i talk to someone and i go crazy and just think what the hell am i doing...i cant handle it anymore...i dont know what i want to do...i know all the things i dont want to do but to pick something that i do want thats a different story...for once in my ( Read more... )

home sweet home....yea right could live with colby and her roommates...well at least two of them...lol...colby's awesome i love her and im happy that josh found someone...if he ruines it im going to have to kick his ass...wed went to a basketball game with colby, jess, meg & racheal(colby's roommates that i like)...that was intresting...lol... ( Read more... )

well so much for virgina beach...going to albion wed. mornin...cant wait to meet colby...went to billy zalba's last night that was crazy...the a hole spilt beer on me then him and his friends decided that they would get it out by using body wash...yea that didnt work to go...came home and tryed to get out the body wash...washed my hair twice and i ( Read more... )

lastnight my dad told me i couldnt go out but when court called he said it was all right to hang out with her so i did...wasnt really in the mood but i went anyway...it was sort of annoying...just the girls...then everyone but a few of us stayed...then me and court left at about 2 or something like that dont really remember...went to get some food ( Read more... )