he's done it once again. i feel like the first time was karma coming to back to me, but now there is n excuse. i don't know what to do. well scratch that. i know what to do, but don't know if i can. mentally or physically. this is sofrustrating. how do i decide when to take that plunge. i think others would have done it sooner, but i am weak. i am ( Read more... )

he's fucking crazy!

fuckity fuckity. what the hell is going on? i fuck shit up way too much.

sex,
lies,
truths,
mistakes,
love,
loss,
hurt,
embraced.
heart beats,
lungs burst,
vomit,
smile,
toes curl,
exhale,
flat line,
my style.

confused
whitenoise inside my head
frustrated
ripping out my hair
pent up
trying to rattle the cage
afraid
lay down and give up
dead

close your eyes and make believe, this is where you wanna be ( Read more... )

lame life!!!!!!!!!!

drunk drunk drunk.
what to f@#@
can't
god damn it

there is some strange goins on in my head. can't explain it. i don't think i would want to even if i could ( Read more... )

I am possibly one of the dumbest people to walk the planet. God!